The newness of my long Rapunzel hair wore off in a week and then it was back to the same old thing. His coldness, my insecurity. His disregard, my pain. It finally became clear to me that no matter what I did, this man would never love me.
About 2-3 months into a new job when I started noticing changes. After every meal, I always felt so sick – sick to the point where I wouldn’t want to eat.
I don’t really know when it all started. For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been a little safeguarded; a little worried, a little anxious about things I couldn’t…